Friday, November 20, 2009


After running helplessly for 1 year we got the solution. We came to know that some evil powers had over come her and her legs were jammed by them. Because of which she can't walk properly.We came to know about it when a great person came in our life which is like a god for us and my whole family. GURUJI told us that she was attacked by the evil powers and he will explain all about it if we will worship GOD IN MEHNDI PUR BALAJI. We started with all the worship, me and my wife with other family members worshiped the god for 41 days (known as Parhej). During these days we are not allowed to eat healthy food.We got about some very tough time all that 41 days in the hope that we will get all the good returns from it. In the hope that we will get our little daughter's, smile, playing and all that she want to do, back.

It is hardly to believe that we started getting the results in 25 days. God has all the powers and by his powers only, we were getting to know all about her problem. She had overcome by some evil powers because of which no doctors can explain her problem. Doctors told that she will regain her health by some medicines and exercises, but can take some time.

Now my daughter Khushi is 3 years and is recovering from the problem and gaining her health. She has started walking herself and can mange to balance her body.


It was the holy place of the small place named SARSOL. The place is near to my city (30 kms.). Here at this place a deity of Balji is present in the similar way as Mehndi pur. The god here is also same and has same powers as in Mehndi pur. It was this place where Guruji comes every month and stays there for 5 to 8 days.

The place is like a jungle and Guruji give all the cure to his devotees. He don't take any money for it. I don't want to tell more about him here because we truly believe in him.This place is so holy that all the evil powers fear to come here. All the powers don't want to enter the boundaries of this temple. This all is said here from our personal experiences which we had here and can't explain them in any manner.

Neither these all will be believable nor we have the powers to explain the powers of God BALAJI in front of evil affects. We know that Balaji is a god of all the powers which can cure any disease, any evil affects, above all it has all the powers which can make a dead man alive..........



But when this all was happening we had stopped giving all the medicines and exercises to our daughter. By the Powers of Shree Balaji all had opened like a book infront of all. It was an evil spirit on her which was sent deliberately to her and to harm her. It is neither appropraiate nor important to mention that who deliberately does all this. But It all appeared infront of us. The powers of evil spirit were transferred FROM MY DAUGHTER TO ME and the evil power accepted all the harm it had made to my daughter and my family in 1 year. It also accepted that it was because of him only that my daughter can't walk properly.

All this was accepted from my mouth by the powers inside me. But it was magical to see that all the evil powers failed infront of the powers of God. At last evil powers felt sorry infront of the god Balaji in sarsol and pray for its MUKTI infront of guruji. Guruji helped the evil powers to get their prayers approved from god and snatched them away from my body.

Now its the time when we all were free from the evil affects in our family.
This I know is very difficult to believe. But when the other members in my family and society see all that, they also believed, what they don't believe in when it was told verbly to them some time back. We all know that Me and my family will always believe in Shree Balaji and will always worship for him either any one believe in it or not. We also worship GURUJI after our god because of whom all these good time is again flowing in our family.

Friday, July 31, 2009

My Daughter is great

My Daughter is great, I love my daughter, she is my life, I can’t live without her, I love her most more than any father, my daughter is most beautiful in this world, ETC., ETC., ETC…………..
These are todays fathers some of the emotional feelings which comes deep from his heart for his loving daughter also these are some of the words fathers use to express their love for their daughters INCLUDING ME.

My daughter was born on 25 october 2006 and here iam to share some of myhappiest, greatest and sadest feelings I am still having with my daughter uptil now.
I'am writing few of my experiences, (along with the pictures of mine and my daughter) with my daughter as my loveliest gift GOD can ever give it to me in this life. She is my life and I cant ever think to live without her.

Brief description of mine-

I’am an Indian guy, fun loving. I want you to share my feelings of becoming father and my sad moments when my daughter was caught by an unknown disease.
If interested to know all about that come on……….
and share the feelings, emotions, and some of the happiest and sadest moments of my life after my marriage.
This can be the emotions of many Indians too.
This blog is a sort of short auto biography of mine
So lets get started…….

I was married on 17th feb. 2004 and I suppose my self to be very young at that time because people around say looking at me that I looks as 18 year, but actually I was 25 then. I was not actually well prepared for marriage.
So it happens and I got a beautiful and much understanding wife that I always dreamt of.
But I was not prepared for the childrens at that time, but the family was keep on saying that I should have one.
But that’s not the topic of, I am here to talk about.
Iam here to talk about my sweetest, loveliest daughter. And what my daughter is for me.

2 years passed away as a wind, and after 2 years when we felt that we should have one child in our lives,
my daughter opened her eyes in this beautiful world on 25th October 2006.
That was the most rememberable moment of my life.
At that time I felt what was the great feeling of becoming a father is?

I felt that I was the only father in this whole world who loves most to his daughter.
But now I think that every fathers heart say so……..
We named her KHUSHI………

In India situations are worst at some places

In India situations are very bad regarding the treatement towards their daughter.
You will be amazed and at the same time feel very sad about it when you know the fact about it.
In some places in india and no doubt may be outside india also, the daughters are not well treated.
They are treated as worthless and as if they don’t have their own life and as if they are not humans.
In some places people don’t even want to give birth to the female child if they came to know about it. They don’t even hesitate to kill the female child during the pregnancy or after the pregnancy also. This I think is the greatest crime in the world. Bue to increasing of this brutal practises govt. banned the checkup of gender of the baby during pregnancy. This can cause some decline in this practises and some literate people will don’t kill the child (abortion) during pregnancy.
But what of illeterates?
They are killing their female child after birth now also and the cases are increasing.This happens mainly in the small villages and rural areas where 70-90% of the population is illiterate

Indian New born Daughters are asking when there killing will be stopped......

But it is only few days back when I read in my local news paper that a dead female child was found on the railway tracks of the city. And it’s a main metro and a capital city, where 70-80% of the population is literate and have advanced life style. Then what are the conditions, that forces them to do that brutal act. The born child doesn't saw the world and her family members had closed her eyes forever with out having any reason except that she is only female. So the attempts to be made to change the thinking of these citizens who think daughters are of no use.

Daughters are no where behind sons.

Daughters are in some places and societies are still thinked to be worthless and of no use. But they don’t know that daughters in this advanced age are standing and walking together in all respects with the boys. They are not behind them but in some fields they are proving themselves more efficient than the boys. They are now running more faster and flying more higher than the boys. So the changes have to be made so that the thinking of this low society, where daughters are killed yet without any reason, can be changed.

Called me papa-

Now returning to the main topic, I am talking of my daughter. The days are passing with my cute daughter very fast and I am always dreaming of my childs future, which every father I think dreamt of. I always dreamt of giving her good education, great lifestyle, and much more than any other father can give to his child. We always try to speak to her and the day comes when she first called me “PAPA”. And the time when she is trying to walk on her own legs.....

That was the most enjoyable day for me. It’s a greatest word I ever felt. Although we have called PAPA” millions or billions times since our birth, but this was some thing different. I was enjoying each and every words uttered by her in her broken but cute language

First birthday-

The days are going on and on and we all reached the time when its her 1st birthday we are very excited at that time and enjoyed every moment of the time. Guests relatives and all are very happy here are some of the snaps to share with you.

Here comes me and my wife holding our beloved
in our hands

and the next is khushi's mausis
behind khushi's mother. and of course
khushi's mama next.
I cant bring all due to lack of space
and loading problems.

Hope you like her in new
yellow and
green dress with her golden little sandals.
That costs around $90 together.

Thats the little cute bicycle which is gifted by khushi's grand maa. she loves her a lot.

We are not hoping that the next birthday of my daughter
will be s
ome sad one for us because she was caught with
some problems in her body parts which makes her vibrate.

About her problem-

Khushi is a 'khushi' (happiness) for all of us, when we look at her smiling face we are charged with lots of energy. But we never knew it that she has to face many problems in the near future.

When khushi was one and half
years, one day she got trapped by an unknown disease which no one can explain well. Doctors were unable and can not give exact treatment to her problems for eight months and at last we sat down and waited for god to show some magic for her after consulting some 15 doctors in India.
That day she actually was
having trouble in walking. She does not have the control to her body and always fell down while walking and gets injured. Her whole body was just vibrating with her head. She also had the problem to eat and play as her hands also vibrates.

Next day we consulted our family doctor and he recommends a Pediateric Neurologist, a friend of his for khushi.

We took her to him he does all the check up and said for some tests. The tests were done but nothing negative came in it. He also told to consult for some other senior doctors.

This time the MRI of the brain was conducted and little swelling came in her internal parts of the brain, doctor said that it is not a serious problem but will take some time to recover and will get better with some time.

We also consulted some other senior physicians and doctors in the bigger cities of India, but the answer was same, that it will take some time may be 2-5 years.
Now we are feeling really helpless for her after doing all the efforts which we can.
After consulting nearly 10 Neurologist we were now helpless.

We hoped God and 'called him' to help my little daughter...

Some superstitious efforts and faith in God-

I know that many call it superstition and many believe it in. But I say it the magic of God, because it happened to me. Due to some superstitious beliefs in India and in my family, we also consulted many Pandits, Maulas, Babas, Gurus, and tried our best to know this problem of my daughter.

We did all that they told to get rid of her problem from her body. Some said that it’s the magical affects and evil powers that caught her body and she will only be cured when these affects get down from her body. But all that was also worthless.

But after doing all the efforts we waited for the god
to show some magic on her, hoping god will do the best
for her in the near future.

Her interests-

We are providing her with some medicines the doctors recommended for her and some sort of exercises. We think that the conditions are improving but very slowly as she now reduced her vibrations. But the walking and running is still a problem for her. She always tries to play, run, dance and do all sort of things that other normal child can do……….
The father cries a little and continues……..

She is much interested in dancing. We can never for
get the way she dances when she was not having this problem. We love it and we want her to do the dance always to enjoy us. She also does all the normal activities when she was alright. She walk upstairs and down stairs with her own, but now she cant. There should be one always present to look for her. She cant walk properly and always fall while walking so at this time she always need one person to take care of her as she always slips while walking and does not have her control on her body.
She is enjoying her life not knowing much about her problem as she is only two and half years when I am writing this all.

You will be amazed to know that her mental behaviour is normal. She picks all the happenings very fast. She always remember what she was told before.

She is also interested in playing, studying, listening the music and all that activities which a normal child can enjoy. Sh
e always want to go to school when ever she looks other babies of her age going to school, well dressed in their uniform.

Her 2nd birthday-

As I mentioned before that the 2nd birthday of khushi was not actually as enjoyable as her 1st one for all of us. We all were upset and sad when the time came near, thinking that she can not enjoy it. We didn’t enjoyed much as before as our cute little baby was unable to walk properly and we can not arrange a party in this condition, as we don’t want that more people should ask questions regarding her after seeing her. We didn’t called much relatives except some close one. We gave lots of gifts and love to her and treated her the best as we can.

The father again cries a little and continues……..


She is much interested in playing, studying, listening the music, dancing, swimming in her little tub, wearing new dresses always, bringing candy from the near by shop, and all that activities which a normal child can enjoy.
Now also when I see her smiling not knowing the problem that she have, I feel that when will god listen to her and get back her actual smile that she wants, that does not affect her future.
We are smiling from up and our heart cries for her. We always fell sorry for her that we are unable to do any thing for her that can help her walk as before.

What about her walking, when will she walk on her own legs without the help of any one?
Is still the question for all of us in my family…………